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About Me Member Multimedia Artist ChabaudMale/United States Recent Activity
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Edit: I seem to have lost the file where some of my photo's were.^^; Guess I'll have to rescan them. So it may(I emphasize "may") be a few more days before I post anything, dadgumm it.

I really wanted to say this Friday, but I forgot I had a test to study for and other important work. Besides that te weekends are a confusin time for me, I never know what tto do.:dohtwo: Sorry!

My last journal was a fake(the irony is I was in a very cheerful mood making it), I guess I'm just very convincing.^^; I'm not going I have no intentions to.

However most all that was said is true. I have gotten worse. I have my good days and bad days, and within those some very bad moments. But I'm feeling... I suppose maybe different now. I began physical theray two week back and its still to early to tell if any rel prgogress has been made, bu tthe fact I'm here typing this is a good sign. I've not had this boost of hope in a while. Thats not to say I've been alll gloom and doom. Mostly I've been tired, slow as well.

I feel I've regressed mentally. Having diluted myself so long into being a helpless person I have lost a lot of motivation and care. I feel spoiled somehow and tat I need special attention in school when really there are times I don't need anything. And besides that I have gotten very sensative, again mentally. I don't know how exactly, maybe I feel more anxious.

So now I have to go on a total brain rewire and start getting back to normal, even if the rest of me can't. And with the same determination as Kaneda I will endure.

Anyways I'll be getting some photos up soon, and finish this journal(I don't seem to finish much lately) and look foreward to some replies.:D
  • Mood: Zeal

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For some time now I have been a member of Deviant art hoping to get some much needed feedback on all of my art pieces. But so far I done got few folks t'see ma works I tell you what.

I've tried my hand at many art mediums, but it seems pencils is both my favorite and my best.

Feel free to leave a comment or two. If you do I am more than willing to return the favor.:D

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Within Tornado Ally
  • Interests: art, literature, daily life
  • Favourite movie: LOTR, Jurrasic Park, Terminator 2
  • Favourite band or musician: Vitamin String Quartet, Philip Glass
  • Favourite genre of music: Classical, Rock, spanish I think
  • Favourite artist: I veiw all here as great artist(although I have exeptions)
  • Favourite style of art: hyper realism, Surreal
  • Favourite game: Chess, Metroid Prime(first one), Golden Eye, Smash bros.( first one), Sonic the Hedgehog sereis
  • Favourite gaming platform: N64 mostly
  • Tools of the Trade: Staedtler 0.5 mechanical pencil, my mind, pen, acrylic paints, charcoal, and oil past

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:iconxblackxbloodxcellx:
Ohai! So you're alive! I haven't seen you here in ages, I've missed you. :hug:
How's your hand?

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:iconchabaud:
I'm very glad you haven't forgotten me.:hug:

I just got really bad really fast and have aged fifty years in one. And what was only my hand has become my whole body.

I feel old yes.
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:iconxblackxbloodxcellx:
I'm glad you're alive. :hug:

But I'm not glad about how you're feeling. :(
Is there any way to make you feel younger again? :hug:

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There is a way. And I'll gladly explain when I really feel results.:)

In the mean time you can always send me a friendly note with whatevers on your mind.:thumbsup::D
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:iconguga-guga:
Dude...
Your gallery is pretty awesome!
I love yours macro captures!
Success!

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:iconguga-pics:
Hi Chris!
I was looking this profile, and saw that you was the last to comment and watch me. You give me some attention and I dont return.
I dont enter in this profile for a while.
I have another profile that is my 'real' one.
If you wanna add me there, or something... here is [link]
I will watch you there and see your gallery.
Thanks for your support in this profile.
=)
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:icondevilsarms666:
thank you for the fav!

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:iconchabaud:
You're welcome.:D
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:iconxblackxbloodxcellx:
Thank you! :huggle:

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:iconchabaud:
Don't thank me yet.:D
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